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Nov. 5th, 2009 @ 10:21 pm I think I'm a natural born witch.
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I'm not 100 percent on this, but from what I've read, I think I may be a natural born witch. My heritage is mostly European and Native American. My great grandmother was a tribe princess, though I haven't been able to unearth anymore. I have been a practicing wiccan for several years now, and I have always been rather proficient. I was born in Texas on march 9, 1987. I can't remember what time exactly, but I know I have a moon in Cancer.

I often have intense, bizaar dreams, usually prophetic in some way. I'm struck with deja vu often, and my intuition is insanely accurate, especially about people, animals, and weather. I have always enjoyed the outdoors, animals and nature EXTREMELY. I often take walks just to meditate. I am very skilled with a Tarot deck, and many other forms of divination.

I find myself affected by moon cycles and even other people. I notice that I tend to feel poeple's auras very intensely, and even feel it affect my own and others around. I often hear voices right before bed, voices I can't find a source to, and seem to disappear as soon as I sit up. I even see shadows moving where there isn't anything there at nightfall.

When it rains, I swear I hear the earth breathing. I am convinced that the animal I have silent dialogues with are somehow listening and understanding me. I've even discovered that I can easily manipluate the state of mind of the people around me...given enough time.

Honestly, I'm not really sure how to control this seemingly awesome power...which is made worse by the fact that I'm not sure if it's really there, or that I may have possibly gone insane. Any opinions?
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From:luinbariel
Date:November 6th, 2009 04:31 am (UTC)
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I don't think you're insane. A lot of that sounds really familiar to my own life, aside from seeing aura's. My dreams are also super vivid but are generally not prophetic, either... but all that aside, sounds similar to myself.

Welcome, by the way! I'm glad to see someone else drift in here, it's often quite quiet!
From:lillithbloom
Date:November 6th, 2009 02:29 pm (UTC)
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Thank you! I guess I was never really sure if I was or not...especially since the power seems to ebb and flow...sometimes it's more prominent than other times. As far as the aura thing goes...I don't think I can see them (though there have been times I swore I could) but I can most definitely feel them. I guess I'm not sure what to make of all this. I mean, I have been a practicing wiccan for sometime now, but I attributed my talent as mere intelligence, i.e. I did my homework. But after reading some things on the internet, I started to wonder if it was more than coincidence.
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From:luinbariel
Date:November 6th, 2009 06:35 pm (UTC)
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I know what you mean about the ebb and flow; such is true for me, too. In some cases it's really at the front and everything seems like it's going to mentally explode, but then at other times it's like there's nothing.

I guess what you make of it is really up to you; if you are a natural witch, which it seems to me you are, what does this change for you? What expectations do you have for this, or do you think you place on the "title"? It might take a little searching to see how you feel about it and what you expect from it.
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From:migamaldita
Date:November 12th, 2009 07:29 am (UTC)

hi!

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can i join ur discussion? i don't understand ebb and flow? hmmmm...sorry for the bother..

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From:migamaldita
Date:November 12th, 2009 07:25 am (UTC)

wow!

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amazing! i can relate to some of the things you said there...and i'm not sure if it's true also...i'm scared of it actually...i'm trying to put off my natural hunger for something weird because i hate to be tagged abnormal..:(

i always make it a joke when i relate to people my late grandmother had been called a "witch" :(

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From:chaeri
Date:November 12th, 2009 08:05 am (UTC)

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Aw, I can totally understand that desire to be normal. It has taken me years to be even slightly comfortable with being weird. The only reason that happened is because I can't be normal, no matter how I try. Things simply happen around me to such a degree that I can't ignore them.

I've found that the really awesome people are the ones who accept me no matter what weird things happen. The others aren't worth my time.

I have what my boyfriend calls a "chaos field". For example, last week I put a knife down on top of a bowl, and walked away. 15 minutes later it slid off and fell to the floor, with no provocation. When I am feeling strong emotion - usually either extreme anger or extreme sexual passion - storms start out nowhere, lawn ornaments 20 feet outside fall over with no reason, and/or cell phone batteries drain. Seriously.

I have also had to explain why I immediately distrust certain people, which inevitably leads to discussions of aura, empathy, etc. I downplay it with the skeptics by just calling it synesthesia (technically correct, but that's not all of it). That seems to get more acceptance than "I know because I am a witch."
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From:migamaldita
Date:November 12th, 2009 08:39 am (UTC)

Re: wow!

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really? maybe there's really something in you...some sort of power...

it feels good to have someone that i can talk about something like this..actually, i haven't really experienced super weird things ...

just some sort of wishful thinkings..i call it answered unprayed prayer...most often, most of the things i thought or silently wish comes true...but not all of it really...

it seems i have the ability to control people around me without them knowing it...but i don't really call it "witchy" hehehe!

the term "witch" here is somewhat HEAVY...
people fear witches..

hey is it ok if i asked you questions?
can u be my friend here?

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From:chaeri
Date:November 12th, 2009 08:42 am (UTC)

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That's what people have told me - I have no idea if I do or not. If I do, it's definitely not a malignant power.

Being an empath, I have to resist the urge to manipulate people's emotions or actions based on what I am sensing about them. Sometimes I just want to project onto a person to calm down, but that's not right. They should be allowed to control or not control their feelings, as long as they aren't a danger to themselves or other people.

Sure, I don't mind answering questions at all! Go ahead and add me :)
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From:migamaldita
Date:November 12th, 2009 08:52 am (UTC)

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hey thanks for the add!

i think i'm not empathetic :(
still trying to decrease my degree of selfishness...
but i do care really..it's just that i want to be cared the way i wanted that's why I tend to manipulate people into doing what I wanted..i want things to go along my way always...and i tend to abuse this sort of manipulating capability..

my questions are:
how are u living your life now?
how weird could you be?
do witches got REAL nice friends?
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From:chaeri
Date:November 12th, 2009 09:09 am (UTC)

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:)

I have that temptation too. It's a good thing that you know that you want to do that. Being aware of people and how you interact in with them is a really good thing.

Well, currently I am expending all my energy to help myself get healthy. I haven't spent as much time as I need to on my energy gifts.

LOL very. You'll see if you hang around me enough :)

My best friends are varying degrees of magic. It's funny because we just sort of gravitated toward each other, and found out later that we all shared similar gifts.
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From:xgeminidreamerx
Date:November 28th, 2009 06:26 pm (UTC)

Hi =)

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Your definetly not insane. Honestly, everything you said i can relate too. And believe me when i say posting something here is a great thing for you to have done. So welcome, and blessed be =)
From:katelyn_m
Date:January 5th, 2010 04:40 am (UTC)

hey, definately not crazy

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i used to think i was insane too, My best friend always said, " everything you say happens" and i've always known i have very high intuition, but then theres a line between , did i know this was going to happen or did i make it happen. throughout my life there have been many little things happen and it felt like it comes from my thoughts but its so scary when it happens so i just deny it. recently i went to a psychic and right away she said i see you surrounded by fire, you were burned at the stake in a past life, she told me i have gifts, but i was literally burned for them in a previous life so i dont aknowledge them. and she actually said to me "everything you say happens" so i have to be cautious of my negative thoughts. I'm still not too sure about the whole thing but now that i am aware of it, it is much more obvious to me, so i am just here to learn more and be open to accepting myself and my gifts, and learning to control them.
From:cretanmoon
Date:May 9th, 2010 08:46 pm (UTC)

natural magic

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I feel the same way you do. I get treated like I'm crazy as a result of being 'different'. I feel tuned into the world in a different way to most of the other people in my life. I read the signs and omens around. I love to be surrounded by nature. I can manifest things too. The other day I knew I was going to have to be outside working in the street for a job interview, so I decided it was going to be sunny. And despite the weather that week to be mostly cold and grey, it was sunny! It might sound like nothing, but to me, that's a really big thing. Read my profile if you want to know more...
From:stellaantionett
Date:August 18th, 2012 04:47 am (UTC)
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I may be a day late and a dollar short to this discussion, but I stumbled across and felt compelled to comment. I can appreciate the sense of nature and the overwhelming ability to manipulate things, but that isn't so much where my power lies. It seems I have the ability to see things before they happen. It stems from my upbringing as a witch, I suppose. My grandmother, and great grandmother (both from Poland) have always practiced witchcraft to some extent, since I can remember. I'm 26 years old and, to this day, I wish I could be more open about my heritage as a natural born witch. I feel it everyday....I practice it everyday, dispute my attempts not to; it just happens. Sometimes I think I'm psychic. It's like I can feel that things will happen before they do. And they always do. I see right through people, almost to the point where I can barley function normally in life; I just see who they are and every intention they have. I can tell the weather days in advance and I'm right 9 of 10 times - more than the folks on your local weather station can say, I'm sure;-) its hard going through life always knowing what will happen. It gets boring. I've seen death. I've seen life. I've predicted normal, everyday happenings, and bigger things like natural disaster. I know how to summon things into ky life, but doesnt everyone? I wish there was something more I could do with my abilities. I've never practiced witchcraft as a book would describe. If you're out there, I'm in need of some advice from a real witch.
From:ext_2022783
Date:June 15th, 2013 10:32 pm (UTC)
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If you believe its true. Get another psychic to read your faith. Study reiki it helps I've heard :)