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Jan. 26th, 2014 @ 05:48 pm (no subject)
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Okay all i ask when i write these are questions. This could be for many reasons. Some i may not know others i do. One reason is that in so many books that i have read say knowledge is power. I know this is somewhat true. Though it is not power i want, though there is much i could want it is not power. Why i am not sure. If i had power i could change my fate, get rich, but this is not what i want. Maybe it is because i fear. I fear this would change me make me greedy, foolish, not aware. I think these things because i think to much. Way to much. I wonder why power or money make people fearful overprotective. I wonder why magick can not be seen yet you feel it every day.
Sometimes i think it is like the wind. You feel it brush past you,gentle or fierce, and you know it is there but it cannot be seen. So what is magick why is it felt by some yet untouched, unnoticed by others. When you read this if you know or havethe slightest hint tell me.
Tell me if you are like this, please. Do you think you belong in the forest or mountains or in the sky or water. Tell me if you see the flame of a candle and it reaches toward you as if wanting to shake your hand yet ends up wanting to bite your finger. Tell me if you see animals as a companion not something just to order around. Tell me if when you see an eagle in the sky you long to soar with it. Tell if your mind is always thinking. Tell me if in your dreams you are not always human if you are instead a tiger a cat a bird or a dolphin. Tell me if when you see an animal you say hi to it. Tell me if you notice an animals body languege and know what it is saying. All i want to know is that i am not alone. Or tell me that i am crazy. I don't mind either though i don't say some thing aloud this is just what i always wanted to say because for some reason when i voice my opinion i lose the war of words. So tell me please if you are like this. Oh and one last thing do you sometimes feel, not hear, peoples emotions? Thank you and i will get back to on my opinion of power.
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From:castingangel
Date:January 27th, 2014 03:17 am (UTC)
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Hi, it's me again.... Just read your post with all the questions.... I can pretty much say yes to all of what you experience. I also talk to my. Trees and feel this overwhelming g energy from them. I feel even more co. Excited when I am in nature but ironically hate bugs...LOL. It doesn't stop me though.

Why other people don't feel it.... I'm sure you will get many answers on this but I can tell you what I have observed. First, so many people are desensitized, way too many people. Many people have not yet awakened to the truth of what is around and within us. I pray for mankind every night since that greed for power etc..lives within so many. You talk to animals and feel all this energy so when an animal has been hurt or killed, it must feel like a part of you mourns... I think we are just that much more sensitive to everything in and around us. Not everyone will accept your beliefs etc... And that's ok. You know the truth and it comes from somewhere that no man has written, it comes from a very sacred place; your soul. We truly are one with the world and god or whomever you may believe in as long as it's a higher divine power. You are so not alone and when you find other kindred souls, it just reinforces that you are not crazy and if anything.... You are more grounded than most people. This is a true gift. There is no real point I. Arguing your opinion since energy at tracks like. So that verbal discussion has already started on a note that is below you. Trust me, I am very passionate about my beliefs and could talk for hours but refuse to prove myself or my beliefs to those who want nothing to do with it. That being said, if someone asks.... Oh boy can I go on. I could now but getting way too chatty. I hope that answered some of your questions.
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From:walk_among_tree
Date:February 7th, 2014 02:43 am (UTC)
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Thanks, this has been helpful. But you know I always feel like I'm different and it sometimes feels like I am into all this stuff and other times I think I am totally nuts and gullible. It is like one time my friends told me that at night they turned into wolves and I believed them then two years later I learn it's a lie. So yeah I know I can be gullible to that kind of stuff. But now I have learned that when people lie they do something to give them away.
Also it is like my dad can see auras and I am like yeah. Then I'm like is it true or was he teasing me. I mean I don't know. I love to think my history was something to be proud of but how am I to know the truth. I mean I am starting I think to see auras but I don't know if it is real or a lie. Do you know a way to tell but without a spell. Just like you know body language or something. Or at least a way to know I'm not nuts. Cuz I think this might drive me crazier than my want for knowledge while I daydream when someone is trying to teach me.
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From:castingangel
Date:February 7th, 2014 05:51 am (UTC)
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Is it gullible or trusting??? LOL. I tend to be trusting.. That's the thing about being human, we are skeptics by nature. Even some of the most gifted individuals including big names in The metaphysic world have self doubts. We are natural born skeptics and the EGO has the front row seat. That was lousy of your friends... And where your Dad is concerned, I guess you have to go with your gut and how it was said.... What is your gut telling you? I am not a great aura reader but I definitely see and feel auras.... The trick is to start by staring at a leafed tree basically the edge or sillouette... Keep staring and let your eyes unfocus... When that happens you will start seeing the trees aura. Our eyes tend to refocus and you have to do it over again but that's how I practiced. You can even see the energy between your fingers which is sooo cool. So point your two index fingers together, and the backdrop should be a darker colour for example, I have a wall that is a merlot colour, so I use that as my backdrop. So your two fingers are touching.... Then slowly pull them apart...very slowly.... You will see the stream of white energy....if you move your one finger upward and the other downward, you will see that energy stream follow the pattern. It energy, auras... Great ways to start learning to see auras before doing people. I would never use magic to see an aura, these are all gifts that are within us.... Some can see it better than others and like I said... I'm just ok at it. I did a full class on auras and feeling a persons aura with your eyes closed... You can actually feel where there is a problem because the aura almost collapses in areas. This you can try on someone you trust. Start with your hands a bit up from their head... With palm open slowly move closer to the head and you should feel it.... You can go around a persons whole body and feel the aura. There are some really good books out there.... I know I am chatting like crazy now... LOL

You are not nuts and don't let people make you feel that you are. Suppress that ego.... And get in touch with your true inner self.... Your gut and intuition won't lie to you. And if you are at all spiritual, whatever faith it may be ask for help. I do. So let me know how that works out for you. Look forward to our next chat. Take Care
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From:flamelilysa
Date:January 29th, 2014 12:46 pm (UTC)
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Hello

I read your post and you are not crazy or alone. I believe that the reason you are able to feel all you feel and sense all you sense is because you have a natural ablity to access your subconsious brain which i believe connects us to the spirital side of us and is resposible for accessing natural abilities we have long forgotten. the problem is that the subconsious and consious brain can not work together at the same time so the more your working in the one the let you have acces to the other. I believe that is were the term doorway comes from because it often feels like its a narrow doorway between the two. when you sense all those things your in your subconsious and it tends to over load your consious with more info than you need in a way you have not learnt to manage. thus you feel like you over think and ask too many questions know too much see too much.

i have had this my whole life and was told to ignore it but ignoring it is not a good idea leading a half life is not for me so I have decided to learn to control it develop it I believe everyone has this ability but it has been deminished over time. there are a few who for whatever reason are born with greater access to it and I believe its a part of us we can not ignore its wrong and not healthy.
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From:walk_among_tree
Date:February 7th, 2014 02:56 am (UTC)
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Thank you but I still kinda think I am nuts or just super gullible. Anyway so you want to know something weird? I had a cat once and he got hanged, I will not go into it not very many happy memories there, so anyway in the morning my mean jealous cat, the next day licks me which she has never ever done before and I ask my mom and she says she was just licking food off of my cheek. Then two or three weeks later she gets herself ran over and I don't know what happened to her after that. But I always, at least now, feel a respect and love for that cat. But after those two cats died we had more cats and most all those cats died except for one but a year or so after something, i don't know what and that cat disppeared too. So i don't know if it was magic or bad luck with cats. Any ideas on that?????? If not still thank you for all the great information.
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