Dejavu, ghosts and willing things to happen
I'm not sure if this forum has real knowledge on witchcraft - but just want to see if there's other people like me. Ever since I was small, I'd have deja vu dreams, where I'd dream walk and see places before going to them. Or I'd have dreams of things coming true. I can't say I have control of these because they are irregular and I can't just make them come to me. Likewise, I have seen abnormal things probably involving ghosts. I've heard a child's voice speak to me at a new place I was in - though there was noone, and then I fell sick and ended up in hospital with the doctors unable to diagnose me. I did ask the child "how can I help you" which people say is an invitation for the ghost to imbalance our system. I haven't seen ghosts with my own eyes, it's not like hollywood... I think. But I can hear them, sense them or see things they do. And I can talk to you guys more if you want to know more?
The other thing is because people have said because I have seen the above things, they say I'm "shadow" material, "dark" or more "yin". I'm not sure how to respond to those because I remember starting in primary school trying to will things my way. I used to will bad things and good things on people, but everytime something bad I had willed on someone - I'd get sick after it happened? If they were good things, there seemed to be no retribution? I stopped for awhile, but because I was harmed by someone close - I kind of sunk back to willing things and pretty much willed for them not to reach their goals and dreams. I'm not sure if it was me again, but their studies were absolutely good with distinctions and high distinctions but they couldn't get what they wanted while its been known having high credit can get you to that degree. After having what I willed come true, I had a rash all over my index finger which spread to my hands and an ache in the joint. It went away eventually. I also willed a friend's hair to grow back, and though it hasn't grown back completely - some of it has come back. When I will things, I think of pentagrams and colours associated with them. And I speak what I will in my mind...
Anyhow guys, please comment and help. Or if anyone who's done things like I have. Leave a comment, I want to know if it's weird.