|Oct. 19th, 2013 @ 12:01 am Could I be a witch (or psychic)?|
Current Location: Romania
Hi! I discovered that I exhibit a lot of characteristics of natural witches. I think I might be one and whether I am one or not, I wish to train to fully control my abilities.
So, to begin. I was born exactly on the day before Halloween, I am turning fifteen. I am from the 'country of vampires', Romania. My birth was pretty horror too, both my mother and I would have died if it was not for modern medicine. She declared that while she was asleep on anesthetics, she could see me being held and cleaned by the nurse.
When I was little, I lived in a haunted house. It was full of ghosts and at night, an odd music could be heard together with the arrival of ghosts. Sometimes it even turned from night to day in a matter of seconds, and not all of the ghosts were nice. But if someone burst in at that time, they would see nothing but darkness. It was a very odd experience I prefer not to talk about now.
Yes, I can see ghosts. I can feel their presence even if they can't be seen and hear them too. Luckily I no longer meet ghosts every day, since I am kind of afraid of them.
Ever since I was born I have been fascinated by the mystical world. Ghosts, angels, mythical beings, spells, crystals, astrology, numerology, psychics, astral projection, everything. I have studied most of them by myself due to my interest.
I am good at numerology and astrology, although I am not the best at interpreting. I learnt about spells a lot, and even managed to make one that worked, even though the effect was temporary. Currently, I am also becoming a mermaid with a real spell someone else made and shared. It is actually working, several people have already transformed and I am to follow.
After studying the theory of magic and psychic abilities ever since I got internet, I did some practice to increase my powers. Now, I can see auras using the method in which you look at a person for thirty seconds to a minute without blinking. Mine is a dark indigo with midnight blue.
My favorite animal is of course, the cat. I used to have around nineteen cats, and had several black cats. All children love me on the instant, and so do adults. I studied some Wicca some time as well, but I preferred to remain a Christian.
I can sense the presence of anything, from people and animals to supernatural beings. I can often tell what a person is to say, what they are thinking, and what they are feeling, too. I know how a person is on the spot when I notice them, and thus know whom I should keep away from. Some people drain me and I am easily influenced by others' mood because I can see through their lies and appearance.
Let's not forget that I can call animals. It is actually a form of earth bending (I am also learning how to control the elements) and works as long as it is an animal that exists in my city, like a sparrow. I am not the best at telekinesis, though, but I am trying and I believe that I am managing something.
For a long time I had several premonition dreams. The first was when I was eight I believe, and I had two just this week. They always come true, but most of time I can't remember them until a few seconds before it happens, and the event usually occurs in the next days.
I have been told I am also a kind of 'shade', since I can make myself unnoticed at will and do it correctly almost at all times. This ability, which I consider similar to invisibility, is one of my recently discovered powers, but has only failed twice, and I think that in both cases it was because people were focusing on me and that I ran out of energy, knowing the fact that I did it a few times that day.
When I wish something for myself, it magically happens! So does if I ask God for a favor, but sometimes I need to face something bad for the favor done. For example, I did not study at Math a week ago and wished that I would not be listened to, not necessarily that we will have our class cancelled for that day. And guess what happened? The class was cancelled, and only for our hour! Apparently, some girl from the twelfth grade needed help for the upcoming exam, but this is not normally done within our school.
Most people have told me that they have never seen a person as special as me before (teenagers and adults alike) and that I seem to be 'magnetic'. I am a Scorpio, so I guess there is a kind of explication for the magnetism, but then again I know others who do not have this. I have always known that I am special and that I am here for a higher purpose.
I know details about some of my past lives (about six or seven past lives, I think) as well, some of which I got by trying and others just came to me. There are some people I feel instinctively drawn to and want to talk to them, and others which I hate when I see them or say a few lines to them. Also, I am very in touch with my spirit.
And as a last idea, I feel that I am protected. By angels, by God, by something else entirely - I do not know what protects me, but something does.
I mention that in my family, there have been no recordings of witches. (Or there might have been some, since I have Bulgarian, Mongolian, and Russian great-grandparents, and I do not really know much about my family.) My mother was interested in astrology when she was my age too, but she never went further than that. Even so, recently I found out that my sister (a year and a week older) also has these abilities, although the ages we discovered them at, their frequency, and their effectiveness differ.